Hey. It's been awhile.
December of 2024 is the last time that I have posted on my blog here at Bear. A lot has changed in my life since then.
If you take a look at the dates of my previous posts, all of them are from December 2024. Hello fellow ADHDers... Yes. A hyperfixation.
Recently, I have been starting my mornings reading on here. A big change for me. Going to social media as soon as I open my eyes was my usual morning routine. I've been working on reducing my phone usage, and so far it has been going great. I feel much better mentally. Will talk about this more in a separate post.
While I have been gone, I've written down many blog post ideas. Majority of them are in my notes app, random scraps of paper, and my journal. I've been having a difficult time with pressing the publish button, or even making a draft. The reason for this being, me procrastinating making a second blog. I have an alias on here and the anonymity feels so amazing. This one feels like my safe space. Something just for me.
I have found myself itching to show the posts on here to the people in my life. I get terrified and anxious of them finding it. Perception... One time, I read my posts aloud to my friends on a group call. I was concerned with the possibility of them tracking it to find this blog.
I have been thinking about making a second blog that I can share with my friends, worry-free. Hoping I do that soon. I have so many things I want to write about.
I have 2 drafts in the works as of now. I fear I cannot post those on here because it could be traced back to me.
Welcome back silver. Hello world! Hello Bear! Hello! Hello! Hello!