a rainy day in new york
It's a rainy day.
The type of day where I wish to be outside and just let it pour on me. But, I hate getting my clothes wet and the feeling of it sticking to my skin is horrendous.
Romanticizing a rainy day.
I also have worries of getting my electronics wet. What if I want music in the rain? I wish I could just leave my house without anything. I'm too anxiety ridden to do that. Maybe one day I will be free.
Yes, umbrella could be a solution. But, what if I need to do something that requires both hands. I also want to get wet just running around in the rain with no umbrella, but again. Wet clothes. shit.
Instead I'm having a messy room, bundled up in my blanket, listening to music, on my macbook, and web surfing kind of day.